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[Apr. 4th, 2008|12:14 pm] |
Life always seems to have weird twists and turns and you don't always know which way those turns are going. For some reason, this really scares the poop out of me yet, there's no way to really stop it either. It's scarry where in the hell life is going sometimes ... I mean, 2 years ago I was posting about this awesome guy i met and now, I'm engaged and gonna be married in a year. I'll be done with school in August which also scared the poop out of me. I mean, for the last 19 years of my life, school has been all I've ever known and now it's about to end ... the only question i'd have is, "what's next?". That I do not know. It's like a nervous waiting game determing if I'm going to be a lifer at the LC or if I'll actually get out there and have a career or something to pay decent. The LC has been so comforting .. something I've know since I was 17. Guess it's about time to step out of the box huh?
Well, I must get going and drive on through this monotomous life of struggle .. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2007|05:55 pm] |
It's been a while since I've been on here. Not an unusual occurance. I've been super busy and super stressed. I have 3 classes this semestor and I swear they are out to get me. Nothing I can do about it now though beside suck it up and pass all of them. I just can't get an F in any.
I started managing my own caesars about 6 weeks ago. It's been going alright. I'm starting to get adjusted to it and all. There's only one kid that I can't stand. Plus, his works habits sucks. he comes in high about every other time he works plus he's been having issues showing up on time. So, to "fix" this, I've cut his hours from the usualy 15 that the previous manager gave him to 6. So, hopefully he'll just quit. I wouldn't stay at some place that only gave me 6 hours.
For winter break, I think I might go to a temp agency and see if they can get me into a factor of some sort working 3rd shift. I could really use the money and I mean, we have 3 weeks of for break so why not get built up on money. I need to get some things paid off. If i can't find a temporary job for those 3 weeks, I'll probably load myself up on hours. Anything past 40 hours is time and half. So, in that case, I'll probably work 50-55 hours a week. That would be 20-30 hours of overtime on top of normal pay. Oh my god I'd be able to bank some good money.
*sigh* Nothing new has really happened. Will and I's 2 year anniversary was on October 24th. That was nice. We took the following saturday off ... hung out all day, went to dinner and went to a movie.
My parents came out here to GR yesterday to visit for my birthday. I'll be a whole whopping 23 on the 8th.
So I was trying to really hard core lose weight towards the end of the summer but that kind of came to a halt once this semestor got going. It's hard to find time to get into the gym and what not. But, I NEED to get into the gym so i think I might start getting myself into the gym at least twice a week. I need to at least maintain my weight. Know what I mean?
Well, I gotta go do some homework and work on making a schedule. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2007|03:45 am] |
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This past week has been incredibly, insanely, stupid busy. I'm about to crash any minute here but I surprisingly keep going. I have decided to accept the store manager position because it would be more money, I can run my own shit, and I set my own schedule. It'll be really nice. Plus, I'll have no one to blame but myself if things don't go like planned. I've been working with Kellie (my store manager now) the last 2 mondays learning the "store manager" paperwork. We have to turn in weekly paperwork. I've got that down. Then this upcoming week, starting on Tuesday (our schedules run tuesday-monday), I was supposed to start working over in Coopersville with Brian (store manager there) and learn that store. That way, I can see how he runs the store, how he does things, figure the store out itself ... all that good stuff cuz it's always weird trying to get adjusted to a new store.
But this past week, our owner said that we'll be opening up 5 days sooner than expected so he needed kellie freed up for the main part this upcoming week. She has to go out to Cedar Springs, which is where the new store is going, and advertise the shit out of the new store so they can do decent business over there. Also, we need to let people know we're coming to town. But, that meant that Brian needed to be available to run Standale and I needed to be ready to go run Coopersville. Because of how things went down this week, I needed to get some shifts in with Brian this week so I could be ready to work out there full time, by myself next week. So, on top of working my 40 hours in standale this week, I went to a Basic Operations Course Pat(my owner) made me and another assistant go to, went to my 3 classes, wrote 2 papers for two of my classes, studied for a test in my 3rd class, I had to work out there in Coopersville for 3 shifts. I worked 2 doubles this week ... and picked up a short 6-10 shift after my 4-5:15 class on Thursday. It was just stupid busy this week.
This week was just overwhelming. I better have a good paycheck. That is all I have to say about that.
I'm taking my 3 hardest classes this semestor. I had 8 classes left to take and opted to take my 3 hardest this semestor. That way, if I needed to retake one, I'd have one last chance next semestor. I'm not letting ANYTHING stop me from graduating in April. I'm so sick of school. I'm definately ready to be done.
Will and I are doing really good which makes me super happy. Our 2 year anniversary is on October 24th. It doesn't feel like it's been 2 years already. Time is just flying by. I sometimes just get amazed by how good our relationship is. We've bickered a few times but that's normal for anyone. But, in general, we've done really good as far as a relationship goes. He makes me really happy. That's all I know. Things couldn't have worked out more perfect. *sigh*
Well, it's 4am and I have to work at 10 so I must get SOME sleep.
Adios! |
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[Jul. 25th, 2007|04:07 pm] |
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I came home to Midland Saturday after work excited because I get to spend a week away from Little Caesars. I desperately hate that place and don't want to be there anymore. But it's good money believe it or not.
My family (mom, dad, brother, sister-in-law, neice, and nephew) all went camping from Sunday to this morning ... it is now Wednesday .... *sigh* I was about to kill my mom, she is not the easiest person to be around for extended lengths of time. Also, my nephew was driving me insane. I know he's autistic but I still wanted to knock him upside the head and tell him to shut up. I got no sleep last night and am trying not to be crabby right now.
I just want to go back to Grand Rapids and get back to my "normal" life. Plus I really miss Will and hate not being around him for long lengths of time. He really keeps me sane sometimes and *sigh*, I just want a hug from him right now to be honest.
We re-signed our lease last week which is good. I'm glad he wants to put up with me for another whole year. We've decided to stay in the apartment though for a few years, save up some money, and buy a house. Plus he's going back to school which makes me very happy. He needs to go back to school.
But I'm gonna go now and try to find something to do. I seriously am gonna go crazy. I really don't know how I used to live here. I'm walking with Jenny later so that should be good. Only 6 more hours till I get get to leave to meet her! |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2007|11:37 pm] |
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I ended up not seeing fireworks tonight and I'm a little disappointed about that. Oh well. There's always next year.
Man, I'm getting real fed up with my store manager and I'm seriously going out and finding another job. I'm going to pick up a bunch of applications tomorrow when I get out of work so that I can drop them off hopefully at the beginning of next week sometime. I hope she doesn't schedule me to open on a weekday. She's such bullshit and that's all there is too it. Steve and I told her about herself the other day and it ended up turning into a screaming war. But basically, we told her we didn't like how she ran the store, the fact she leaves early EVERY shift but gets paid salary and is supposed to work 45/week (she doesn't even schedule herself 45), and no one is really treated fairly. It's a bunch of shit let me tell ya what.
*sigh* I think I'm actually going to go to bed early tonight and get more than 4 hours of sleep. Maybe I'll actually be able to function at work in the morning.
Well, I'm off to bed. Adios! |
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[Apr. 6th, 2007|01:19 am] |
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So this month has been rather strange and stressful, quite stressful at some points. Will and I saw Jamie Foxx on March 2nd. I almost didn't think we were going to make it though. It was a Saturday night down at the Joe Louis Arena in Detroit. Well, that Friday, my mom calls me at work to tell me my dad was in the hospital because he had a stroke. In crappy weather, Will and I trucked it across state ... taking 3.5 hours to get to Midland to see my dad. Turns out it was a mini stroke and he was alright. So Will and I drove from Midland to D-town to see Jamie ... that a pretty good concert.
I also started taking EMT classes through Great Lakes EMS Academy in Jenison. My classes will be done at the end of July and I will then be a certified, licensed EMT assuming I pass my National Registry. Trying to fit that in alongside Grand Valley and work has been super hard and stressful .. I seriously just want a day off to do nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I'm coming home tomorrow. I'm definately looking forward to it.
I got a new kitty as well this past friday. He is an orange and white tabby kitty. He is 2.5 years old, declawed in the front, and fixed. His name was Tator but that was a wrap and renamed him Tiger. Chloe (our other kitty) has been super territorial and keeps putting him back in his place. She's gotta make sure he knows that this is her house and her family. She is slowly warming up to him though. In no time, they'll be great friends I'm sure. They are only 6 months apart which is cool.
Well, I'm exhausted and need some sleep for my drive home tomorrow. Adios! |
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[Feb. 18th, 2007|09:58 pm] |
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The last few days have been strange to say the least but things are just alright. They could be much better but just alright. I just keep thinking about my weight and my size but keep having a hard time motivating myself to get into the gym. It's always easier to go with someone but I don't have anyone that is truely motivated to go and I'm so out of shape it's ridiculous.
Valentines day was a few days ago. Will and I didn't do anything for it. I haven't had too many boyfriends or had really anyone for valentines day so I was immune to not celebrating the day. But now that I have someone, we still didn't do anything. My thoughts have changed about the day but changed in a weird way. Will and I have been together for almost one and half years ... when you are with someone, you do things for each other throughout the relationship generally. You know you love each other and you know what the other person means to you. Why spend the extra money on one particular day .. why not surprise them throughout the relationship? That to me is much better than KNOWING that for one day of the whole year, you'll get surprised with flowers and balloons. But what is the point of flowers and balloons? The day is about love, just as is everyday of the rest of the year ... and to me, just knowing that I have him and knowing that he loves me and I love him back means so much more than flowers and balloons. The feeling of being in love is so amazing ...
Will and I went home last weekend. His birthday was on Saturday, the 10th as was my sister in laws (Leslie). He didn't have set plans besides knowing he wanted to go to the casino in Mt. Pleasant. So we went to my brothers house and ended up going out to dinner with my parents, brother, Leslie, and my neice and nephew. That was the first time I had seen my family since Christmas so it had been a while. I don't think I'll be seeing them again until Easter. Man,I really hate this sometimes. I realize I'm growing up and doing my own thing which is awesome. But sometimes, I just wish I could go live back home just for stress purposes of not having all these stupid bills. Man oh man. That would save me stress but what would the the purpose of life without a little struggle. Someday I'll have a real job!!
*sigh* Well, I suppose I should stop procrasinating on my homework and go do that and maybe get to the gym if I have time.
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[Feb. 8th, 2007|11:38 pm] |
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Gosh, someone should really fire me from this whole, "let's post an entry on livejournal" thing. I really suck at keeping up with this ... point given. I suck.
Aside from sucking at posting in this thing, it has been a stupid long week and just needs to be over. I just have to get through classes and work tomorrow and then I will have the weekend off.
Will's birthday is saturday which is why I took the WHOLE weekend off because of ORIGINAL plans. But being a typical dude who can't figure out what in the hell he wants to do, plans have changed like 100 times and I think I just took the whole weekend off of work for no reason. But there is nothing I can do and whatever we're doing is in like a day and half now and we have no set plans. great. I just like having a plan sometimes ya know? The point of being spontaneous is that it is spur of the moment ... something you don't plan for. Am I correct? You can't plan for spontaneanaity.
*sigh* so my parents might be coming out to Grand Rapids in a couple weeks to visit and my mom has expressed an interest in going down to the Gerald R Ford Presidential Museum. Call me a dork but I'm kind of excited to go. I mean, Gerald R Ford was buried there like a month ago so that'll be kind of interesting. I haven't ventured down there since all that hype was going on. Will and I ventured down there one night and checked out the grounds and such.... it was pretty cool.
Well, I'm headed off to shower seeing as how this seems to be an oober pointless entry. I'm just babbeling on now so I might as well go shower and do something productive.
Adios |
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[Jan. 17th, 2007|03:06 pm] |
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Life is always so crazy sometimes and sometimes, just sometimes, it's hard to find yourself free falling, unsure if anyone is beneath you to catch you. This year has been strange and I think everything inside finally came out the other night. I had a huge break down and cried for hours. Poor Will....thankfully he was only here for the end of it. All is well now ... I think.
I feel like I'm losing grip of all my friends out here and it's kind of scary. Especially the ones I really care about and sometimes, I'm just not so sure how much they really care back you know? Guess we'll see how life turns out.
I have today off and I'm excited. I only had class until 11:50 because my class at 12 was cancelled ... yay for that. Will and I went to lunch and I'm about to lay down and take a nap. Kellie (my store manager) and I are heading to the gym to work out. I got a membership at a gym downtown called The Boardwalk. We have like 4 days a week set up to go a week (Thankfully she can set our schedules up like that) to go. The membership is super cheap and I walked in at the right time yesterday because the guy gave me 6 months free. I just had to give a list of 10 names and numbers of those might be interested. But it's only 19 a month right now which is super cheap and that includes all the gyms they own (which is like 6 or 7), $1 tanning, plus access to all the classes they offer. Like tonight, Kellie and I are going to this "step" class which is a cardio class. I'm happy. My goal is to lose 50 pounds by August which is reasonable ... it's doable. :)
I must go get my nap on though. I'm tired. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
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Man. This is going to be a long one but very important.
I had a life changing event that took place for me Friday night and it really changed my outlook on life and possibly a career chacge as well. I was shook up bad but now have used this event in my favor.
Friday night I was heading home after getting something to eat. It was after 11 so the lights down on Wilson were blinking. Those travelling down Wilson had a blinking yellow and any sidestreets with lights had a blinking red ... inlcuding Leonard which is a dangerous intersection anyway. There are so many accidents there at Wilson and Leonard but I had never seen one until Friday night. A dodge ram carring a male (driving) and three women were heading down Leonard. The man failed to stop and ended up getting t-boned by another pickup travelling down Wilsong (who had the right-away). Needless to say, it was shitty. The man in the chevy was alone. I called 911 before stopping. When we got out, I went to the chevy and my friend headed over to the ram so we could investigate the damage. THe man by himself in the Chevy had a split open eyebrow with some glass chilling in the cut (pretty gross). I asked if he was alright ... he looked at me and was like "Fuck. What the hell just happened. I don't know what happened". I told him he was in an accident and made sure that he didn't stand up or anything. Heaven forbid he pass out because of a head injury. I walked over to the ram. On the passenger side were two ladies (one in front and one in the back). This was the side of the truck that had gotten hit. It got hit so hard the doors couldn't be opened and later had to be taken off by the jaws of life so the girls could be rushed off to the hospital. The lady in the front looked at me as I was walking up. She started crying and asked me to help her. I felt so helpless because there wasn't anything I could do for her besides comfort her and tell her that someone was on their way. She then claimed she needed help right away because her neck wasn't feeling right and she was scared because she was 19 weeks pregnant. Yes PREGNANT and her it was her side that got hit. My god. What if she lost her baby? How traumatizing. The girl behind her was scared shitless and asked me to hold her hand. She just wanted to be comforted. Then my friend was like, "Oh shit" so I told the girl i'd be right back and I walked to the other side. The driver was ok and was up and walking around. Down on the ground was his wife who was sitting right behind him. Found out, the door had flown open and she was flown from the car. She was saying that she couldn't feel her legs and her head was grossly bloodied and she was crying so hard. I just felt scared and bad that I couldn't do jack shit besides just tanding there telling everyone it'd be ok.
Nonetheless, 5 ambulences showed up along with police officers and firetrucks. It was crazy. What was even crazier was this whirlwind of emotion that began to set in. I mean, what if i had passed through that intersection 30 seconds earlier ... that could have been me getting my ass demolished by a freaking dodge ram. I could have died and i just kept thinking about how at least it was another truck that could more easily absorb that kind of shock. I felt selfish for thinking this but this definately put a fear in me yet, instilled that passion I have for the medical field. This made me think about my life and where I am at in it. I have realized that the medical field is where I want to be and now, I'm looking at being a paramedic/emt. How weird it is that an event can change your life and make you want to be involved.
Every night since it has happened, I see that pregnant ladies face and how she looked so helpless and yet, was begging for my help all in her eyes. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2006|06:36 pm] |
I am in the weirdest mood ever. I have a big ball of energy and want to go walk but no one to walk with :( No one will go and it's rather disappointing. it's not that cold out .... I know Jenny would walk with me. At any rate, I'm happy but annoyingly sad and feel like I want to cry. I don't know if it's the stress of the semestor and today is the first day I have not had school or work in the longest time or what. I don't know. This semestor just needs to be over.
Last week was fun. It was one year ago on October 26th I wrote an entry claiming I had a boyfriend. well, we celebrated our one year anniversary last week and went to a pistons game after I got out of class. It was fun and I 'm glad we went. He got me a promise ring as well and it's very pretty. *sigh*
But my weird mood is prohibiting me from being extremely happy. *sigh* I'm going get some dinner and go for a long walk. |
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[Sep. 26th, 2006|03:13 pm] |
Goodness ... I just got home not too long ago from class. My classes are alright this semestor. I like a few of them but man oh man. As of now, I will be going a year longer than I hoped. I was really hoping to do it in 5 but nope ... I'm on a 6 year track it looks like. Oh well, there isn't much I can do.
Outside of that, things are going well. Will and I will be together for a year already on October 24th. I'm taking him to a Pistons game. I'm really excited and hope that all goes well. I'm so glad things are well between us. The strange this was, I wasn't even looking for anyone when I found him but I'm sure glad I met him.
Every person that comes into your life brings something different to the plate and it's by meeting these people and incorporating them into your life. Therefore, changing or slightly altering who you are as a person. Sure, I know I've changed but I know it's for the good and you just have to be confident with that. People can feel that confidence and it just radiates off of you ... almost explodes off of you like a rocket. This explosion attracts people whether it be friends or someone you like. They feel that. *sigh* it's a good thing!
well, there's my thought for today. I'm off now to go walk with Megan, go to the bank, get some dinner with Will, and then do some wonderful homework. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|01:57 pm] |
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The way things seemed to be going with roommates and such, it was set in my head that eventually, I would like to live alone, at least for a short time for me. But I started rethinking this idea .. particularly today. I sit here in my room ... alone. No one is here, the tv is off, the radio is off, pure silence and suddenly it hit me. I really don't think that I could live alone. Even if it is just one other person, I need someone around me. Even if they don't say a damn thing ...just their presence is enough to take away that feeling of being alone ... that feeling of loneliness. I realized that I don't want more than one person ... 2 or 3 roommates is where the crazyness starts. *sigh* |
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[Jul. 1st, 2006|12:39 pm] |
So I find myself sitting here updating again when i should be doing something productive. This whole weight loss thing is not going as planned but yet, it is going somewhere I suppose.
So Will's futon is about to break...which means that we are forced to buy a new futon or couch sooner than expected. It's only 12:40 right not and I don't work until 5. I'm thinking about heading out to Art Van and Rent-a-center ... places like those and see what I can find. Hopefully something nice but cheap. I'm kind of thinking about a couch...I mean, at this point in the game, I know I won't be moving back on campus so why not start getting stuff I want...stuff I like. I did find a nice futon at Meijer but i was sadly disappointed with the mattess that went along with it. *sigh* so today I'm going to do a search while Will is at work and if I like something I see, I'll drag Will back tomorrow to look at it. *sigh*
I also need to get out and go run or walk or something...I just need to get out and do some type of exercise. Man, I've been doing pretty good but still, I get so frustrated with this whole weight loss idea. I get really impatient and just expect the weight to immediately fall off. man oh man. I just want to lose weight. Is that too much to ask?! Honestly.
Well, I've got stuff to do so I must venger out and get m shit done before i must go work...I wish I could call in. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|02:46 pm] |
So I finally decided to update this again. Man oh man.
I went home this past weekend and it was rather delightful. I was home Friday night through Wednesday morning. The only sad part was saying goodbye to my brother Tuesday night because he was leaving to move to the state of Wyoming. The family (sister in law and kids) are going out at the end of August. But with this weekend at hand, it just got me really thinking this morning and here is what about.
I actually ate real food this whole weekend, drank only one pop, and went walking every night except for one and they were good, decent length walks. Plus, I only ate out once at a restaurante. Then yesterday, Stewie and I went grocery shoping and actually got stuff for dinners which is really nice. So in part, I realized that when being home and actually buying this good food yesterday, that I might as well keep this up. I've always struggled with weight and I've always been concsious of my size. But by going out to eat 6 days a week and not really getting any exercise, that doesn't help the whole weight factor. So, with this new mind set that I've suddenly been compelled with, I've decided that starting today, my goal is to lost 20 pounds before the fall semestor starts. This means that I have 2 months to lose this weight which is really possible. So in part, this means that there is to be little to no pop, lots of water, and be more concsious of what I'm eating ... even if this means cooking at home rather than eating out. So let's wish for the best of luck and hope all goes well. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|11:23 pm] |
Today has been one of those days for me...by this I mean, one of those quiet, I want to just be left alone to think days. I was in a serious conversation with someone earlier today and I just can't keep my mind off of it and here is why.
There was so much I wanted to say ... so many feelings running through me and yet, I couldn't find the words to place exactly how I was feeling. It was as if this person was left out in the cold because I couldn't explain how I felt or what was going through my mind. *sigh* After the conversation ended because I needed to head to work, I thought about the conversation as a whole and what it meant...I then began to find the words I wanted to say and by that time, it was too late. But really, is it too late? I sure hope not. I'm hoping to get back into this conversation now that I have the words to say what I mean and how I feel.
*sigh* well, that's all for now. |
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[May. 18th, 2006|11:39 pm] |
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away!
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered how can you do this to me?
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnt do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you |
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[May. 9th, 2006|11:13 pm] |
Gosh! I so need to get better at updating this thing right about now. Anywho, the last few weeks have been long, weird, tiresome, fun, nice. It's just weird man.
All I know is that I can't wait until tomorrow. I will have my phone back tomorrow. Sorry to all of you that have been trying to call me or contact me. I was a retard and accidently put my phone in the washer so I have not had my phone in about a week and half....*sigh* I had to call and make a claim and they are sending me a new phone and they are going to deliver it tomorrow. YAY!
Will and I went to a carnival downtown this past weekend. I like carnivals. They make me happy. I won a huge stuffed kitty...this thing is about 3 feet high and like 3.5 feet long and it's purple and has big green eyes. It's cute. I won it on a ring toss game.
So Will and I are going to Cedar Point this Friday and Saturday. I'm looking forward to it actually and I'm going to look at my calander in the next couple of days to plan a trip home in about 3 weeks or so. I miss home...I want to go home. *sigh* I hate it when I get home sick. I mean, it's not like there is much for me in Midland, but I have friends and family there which is what I am home sick for. I miss my peeps.
So we had to take our kitty to the vet again. She has the kitty version of pink eye. How freakin crazy man. This is the second time we've had to take her to the vet and we've only had her for about 6-8 weeks now. Oh well. I'm going to try to figure out how to put pictures on this thing so ya'll can see my cute pussy cat.
I can't wait until Friday though. I have seriously not had a day off in 2 weeks and Friday will be my first day off in 16 days....how crazy is that? I'm about to poke my eyes out....way too much LC for me.
This past weekend was fun. I hung out with Meggie and Kellie (my store manager and fellow assistant manager from the awesome Standale LC). We went to a bar called Toscanos. We watched Kellie's boyfriend perform, watched another guy perform, and then we came back to my place to continue our little party escapade. It was fun. I was excited I got to hang out with girls...living with 3 boys is WAY TOO MUCH testosterone. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2006|07:20 pm] |
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strang like a drug that got me high
I never mean to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I
Keep locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|11:58 am] |
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I hate the end of the semestor so much. Anything and everything is due and it gets a bit stressful and I'm only like 1/4 of the way done with my crap that needs to be done by Thursday! ahhh! *sigh* I must go shower and get started on my crap for today. |
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